This feeling is grief..

My instagram feed is filled with happy people on beaches or parents on top of their homeschool game. Why didn't I make those choices!? So, what bad choices, weird side-roads, unexpected turns, and flat out 'that didn't turn out how I expected's brought you here today? What do you do when you think you made a bad decision? How can you be OK with the path that you are on?

Another anxious, sleepless night. Exhausted. Totally awake...And then I had an 'aha' moment that changed everything.